Our Father has not rejected you. He is waiting with open arms for you. The great deceiver brings condemnation. He is the one that comes to steal, kill, and destroy. What I have come to realize is that all mankind falls way way short of Gods glory no one is worthy... except one Jesus the Christ. God has forgiven you and He is wondering why you have not forgiven yourself. He sees you and me as righteous not because of works but because of His shed Blood. We have been justified in and through Christ. The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit knew you before you were born and wrote a book about your whole life. He knew your beginning and end and said “I love you even in your worst moments of your life my love for you never wavered, never flinched for I have loved you with an everlasting love and Nothing Absolutely Nothing can separate you from My love. Come home my son. Come home my daughter. I have adopted you, I have chosen you, and I will not abandon you. Accept My Sons redemption of Grace. My favor is not deserved or earned it is freely given because I chose you and appointed you to reign and live with Me eternally.” I hope this speaks to others hearts and minds and reaches the depths of your soul.